And My Heart Still Beats Your Name

Dear Howard,

I guess this is where I bid farewell. I’ve come to the realization I must let you go. This doesn’t mean I’ll forget you, of course. I mean Jesse can never take your place for me. I have a bit of a love hate relationship with him. I mean the rest of Killswitch has been able to forgive him, but Idk, there was a negative light that was cast on him, and for me, there are still remnants of it still present. I shall miss your amazing voice, but I promise I’ll listen to you all the time. I’ll miss how sweet and shy you were off stage and became a god on stage that ruled all. All your silliness with Adam can always put a smile on my face. I hope to see you again someday. 

                                                                                      Sincerely, Josephine

This was totally necessary. Though I feel as if I’m breaking up with him… which would never happen. I have a very open marriage with Howard Jones. Damn I should have told him we’re married when I had the chance but I was afraid I’d scare him away. Oh well, at least I hugged him 3 times and told him that I loved him :) I shall miss you my big, sweet, hot, muscly, sexy, awesome, nice, scary, intimidating on stage bear. I still love you!